My Oath to You


by Gina Idea

If her reason for not being here

Is because she’s out pursuing You

Strengthening her faith

Discovering Your will

Loving You passionately

My heart will be still

And I can sleep better in the evening.

When I think of her

I’ll think of You

When I go crazy over her

I’ll go crazy over You

And I’ll love her

Because You love me

And You love us both.

It would be selfish

To ask her from You

Right now when I need her

When I want her

Because that is not love

You said love is not self-seeking.

I’ll be patient

Because You are patient.

If she’s out

Prioritizing other things

I will not envy

Because You do not.

I will not boast

About my achievements

So I can make her like me

Because You told me not too.

I will forgive and forgive and forgive

Even though she is unpredictable

Even though I don’t understand her

Even though she makes the same mistakes

Over and over

I will not keep them.

I don’t want to be easily angered anymore

I will be kind

Because You are kind.

I will do all these

Because of LOVE

So even if she’s not yet mine

I will keep pressing on

I will never stop pursuing.

I will rejoice in You

For in You

The Truth exists

And the Truth is alive

If temptation comes again

I will not fall anymore

Because of Your grace

Because of Your Spirit

Because that is not Your will.

Whatever happens

I will love.

And though this is not the proper time

I just wanna repeat this desire:

I wanna be with her.

I wanna be with her

And I don’t want any other girl


Sustain my patience.

Thank You

For this joyful anticipation.

I will wait

This is my oath to You.